( 4 red balloons, 4 white balloons) Will you officially be mine again? If yes kiss me, if not hand me the blue balloon……. You” there’s no blue balloon”…..

It’s always good to see people you miss,. Makes you happy knowing their doing good since the last time you saw them.,

We both did our share if mistakes but I’ve never been embarrassed, I’ve loved you unconditionally but that doesn’t seem to be enough.

I know you’ve lied, I never told you but I know you have. I wouldn’t mind anymore if you showed you loved me, I wouldn’t have the negative thoughts of you being so embarrassed of me,. But that doesn’t seem to change.

When you become embarrassed of the person you say you love, there’s no point in wasting your time. If you can’t be happy, if you can’t let the world know how happy you are loving this person than you don’t love them.

I won’t put myself out there the ways the girls you seem attracted to will. I won’t stoop down to the level they have to. I won’t because I shouldn’t have to.

I ask and you tell me; I want to believe it but I’ve been hurt to deep, you don’t pay much attention to me anymore, you don’t seem to love me the same so my heart takes another turn and tells me otherwise.